“Jesus went up on the mountain, and there he sat down with his disciples. Now the Passover, the feast of the Jews, was at hand. Lifting up his eyes, then, and seeing that a large crowd was coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, “Where are we to buy bread, so that these people may eat?” He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he would do. Philip answered him, “Two hundred denarii would not buy enough bread for each of them to get a little.” One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to him, “There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish, but what are they for so many?” Jesus said, “Have the people sit down.” Now there was much grass in the place. So the men sat down, about five thousand in number. Jesus then took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated. So also the fish, as much as they wanted. And when they had eaten their fill, he told his disciples, “Gather up the leftover fragments, that nothing may be lost.” So they gathered them up and filled twelve baskets with fragments from the five barley loaves left by those who had eaten.” (John 6:3-13)
This story has four main characters: Phillip, Andrew, the boy, and Jesus. By learning about each of them we can learn about ourselves.
Phillip the math nerd
Phillip ran the numbers; his thoughts were probably something like this, “Let’s see…looks like about 5000 men, so, counting women and children, we would need to feed around 15,000. Of course we don’t have that much food here, so we will need to get carry out. As a minimum, we need one piece of bread and one sardine per person. If there are 20 pieces of bread in a loaf, we would need 750 loaves. At $2 each that comes to $1500. I think there may be 6 sardines in a can, so we would need 2500 cans. I would guess about $2 a can, or another $5000 for a total of $6500.”
Knowing this cost was prohibitive, he reported back to Jesus, “It would take at least $6,500 to feed everyone just a little”.
Do you run all the numbers before trying anything new? I do. But what do you do when the numbers don’t justify the project? Do you give up or do you seek other ways to make the project work?
- My wife knew we didn’t have money in our budget for new deck furniture, so we quit eating out until we did.
Andrew the common sense disciple
Andrew wasn’t interested in the math; his thought process probably went something like this, “By checking around to see what food is already available, I can make a logical evaluation of what the situation looks like.” His survey was less than encouraging: five loaves and two fish. To his credit, he brought them to Jesus, but his assessment was discouraging, “what are they for so many?”.
Do you make conclusions based solely on the evidence at hand? Does your good common sense ever prevent you from trying something new? Do you ever think outside the box? Do you limit what you try to what you have tried before? Are you the person who says, “I tried that once and it just didn’t work.”?
- Many were convinced that running a four minute mile was impossible until Roger Bannister ran a 3:59.4 mile on May 6, 1954.
- The Wright Brothers, though taunted by “experts” who claimed that a flying machine was scientifically impossible, proved them wrong by inventing one that could fly.
The boy who gave what he had
The boy might have thought, “I don’t understand this talk about my loaves and fishes, but this man is with Jesus, so I am going to find out.”
Even if you don’t understand how the project will work out, do you volunteer to give your best effort anyway? Are you willing to lay your own ego on the line to try someone else’s idea (especially a boss’s idea) even if you don’t see how it could work?
Jesus: The boss
He probably was thinking something like this, “I could solve this problem all by myself, but I am going to involve my followers so they can learn more about problem solving.” He therefore solicited their help. They learned about their own limited thinking, they learned how to expand that thinking and they were able to share in the victory. And they learned to give thanks before they had a solution.
If you are the boss, do you go out of your way to make sure others share in the victories? Do you seek their involvement even if you don’t need it? Are you thankful even when the resources you need for a project don’t materialize?
Concluding thoughts
Because the math didn’t work, Phillip was convinced that the project could not be done. Andrew was also skeptical because he didn’t see how there could be enough resources to do the project. The boy simply offered what he had. Jesus gave thanks for the boy’s offering and a miracle resulted.
How do you respond to impossible challenges?
Readers: which of these characters do you identify with? How do you handle impossible challenges? How could you do better?

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wow, what food for thought.
I never looked at the story that way. Especially looking at the boy who offered what he had. I often volunteer myself for projects, etc…and I pray that what little time I can offer is enough. And what gifts God placed in me are enough. Because I don’t know what God will do with my obedience. Also, if I waited to help/serve/etc when I thought that I had enough of X, I’d never get started.
Great post. We are in the middle of one of this “Project” currently. We need $20K for an international adoption. We don’t have it but know God will provide. It will take many people (our selves included) to simply offer up what little we have and watch Him multiply it.
We are doing our part by seeking grants and similar just like the disciples in this story did their by passing out the food. Great breakdown of the story. It really helps put our abilities in the proper perspective!
@lencib,
The boy didn’t have much, but God blessed what he did have. I am sure God is also blessing what you offer. The time you offer is a fabulous gift because we all have the same amount of it.
@Phillip,
Wow! I bet that $20K seems like an impossible challenge to you right now. I wish you the best as you do your part and as God does His part. Some child who is needing parents will be available for you at just the right time.
I’m usually a number cruncher, so I’d identify with the math nerd.
But like the boy, I should just do the best I can with what I’ve got, and trust God with the rest.
Darren,
I am like you: the numbers cruncher. The numbers give me security because they allow me to justify my course of action. The problem is that sometimes the numbers can stifle our action and limit our faith when they don’t pan out.
Like you said, that is where we can learn from the boy.
Thank you for your analysis of this bible passage. You were successful because I’m thinking about it in a whole new light.
We have to remember that miracles do happen.
BB,
I am glad that the “miracles do happen” came through in the story. If we don’t believe in miracles, we will never be able to respond to impossible challenges.
I appreciate your encouraging words.